Weekly Update #4: kill me pls

I give up on life, hi.

I am doing this late again because apparently I can't do anything right, anyways here's what we saw last week wwuwuwuwuwuwu:

What I learned last week in SMRT 140

Here's the usual list:

• I don't want to talk about this anymore
• APA
• Sentences
• Obesity

WE

ARE

STLL

WITH

THIS

GODDAM

TOPIC

SEND

HELP

(fyi I am talking about Chinese and Western medicine)

I am already an expert in this topic, hit me up if you want to be schooled about it.

I enjoyed the APA exercises. I think that citing is very important even though I don't usually do it, but that's because I don't know how to not because I am lazy af. That's why I liked this, because I can learn how to cite correctly and not be sued of plagiarism. They showed you how to cite in APA format if you had all the data, if you didn't have the author, date, their address or type of blood, it was amazing!

Another thing that we saw was how to join sentences. Sometime it is better to have a more structured sentence than having a lot of simple sentences, or at least that's what the sad guy from the SMRT videos told us, and I trust him. 

We saw how to make compound, complex, and compund-complex sentences, I actually had to work in this because I didn't remember and I felt stupid.

I got really sentimental when doing thses exercises because I remembered SMRT 125. 😭😭😭😭😭😭

So now SMRT has the audacity of making me feel FAT all week with their topics about obesity and health and stuff.

The most relevant thing about this was a video that I didn't want to see and then after seeing it I got sad. 9/10 because I still felt fat thanks.

The word of the week is:

Self-esteem (which I lack)

Hi, here's and actual picture of me doing this:

Then this is me realizing my life sucks:

Here's me showing my cool t-shirt I slept on and that has a food stain:

And this is me showing you my pimple:

It's me again showing you my teeth:

Me being awkward:

And in here I am actually laughing of how stupid I was being:

I lost hope in life in here:

Then I got sad:

THANK YOU FOR READING AND LOOKING AT MY UGLY FACE BYEEEEEEEEEEE

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Weekly Update #3: I give up

Hey! It's me again, complaining about my stupid life full of stress and disappointment. How's your life going?

I know you might be thinking "omg this chick is doing her work at last minute as everything in her life again". Well, let me tell you that I am doing this early today (currently 5:27 pm on a Sunday) because I am avoiding other responsibilities as the procrastinator queen that I am. So jokes on you HA!

Anyways, this week we saw the following:

What I learned last week in SMRT 140

Here's a list for you to know what I am going to complain about, enjoy:

• Not so mysterious topic anymore
• Note Taking
• Story about a very stupid man
• Abbreviations 
• Quiz (a.k.a torture)

You read  my mind! Chinese and Western medicine! AGAIN!? We are sooooo not totally done with this topic. I love it, I live for it, it gives me purpose in my life and makes me want to smash my computer everytime I see it on my screen. I really love this.

Leaving the sarcasm behind, we are just reading and listening to the same stuff and doing exercises about them. 

P.S. YES WE ARE STILL SEEING THE GENERAL AND THESIS STATEMENT OKAY?

I know this may sound weird of me, to say something positive, but I think I am actually enjoying note taking. I find it challenging to try and understand what the person in the audio is saying, while I am also trying to write down everything that I am listening to. I think it is refresing.

However, I cannot write about a topic without complaining about somehting, am I riiiiight?

What's with the topics they choose though? Mechanical motors? Really? That's the best you've got. C'mon SMRT staff, I know you can do better.

Here's a 100% real gif of me in SMRT class:

Imagine you are in an extremely cold place with your dog, would you kill it? WELL THIS STUPID MAN I AM GOING TO TALK WOULD AND I HATE HIM FOR THAT.

Okay, so as you may kow my now, we have to read a "short" story every week because I don't know, they want us to suffer. Anyways, this week we read a story called "To build a fire", and it stressed me out.

First of all, I didn't have time to finish reading it, so I was all stressed reading it on recess before SMRT class, so I could send the classwork on time. Second of all, THIS MAN WAS SERIOUSLY SO STUPID!

The story was about a man who wanted to see "the boys" and had to go somewhere but the weather was terrible. It was like a million dregrees below zero, but he had no common sense and still wanted to go. He also had de audacity to take his poor dog with him, to help him, but he treated it like CRAP! AND I WAS ANNOYED. In the end ****************** SPOILER ALERT ******************* he dies. 

I am starting to think they are just choosing very tragic stories where everybody dies, make your bets for next week's short story.

In note taking we also saw abbreviations. It stressed me out because I take more time trying to use the symbols they want me to insted of JUST WRITING NORMALLY.

That's it, I don't want to talk about this anymore because I get stressed and my anxiety and stress levels are on their full potential right now. Here's a pic of my fav flower being 2 KUL 4 SKUL:

We made another quiz, it was all grammar and I didn't remeber anything tbh (abbreviations *wink*). I still tried my best because Ms. Karitza still has faith in my, even though I am done.

Here's an appreciation gif my the most beautiful teacher ever who has to listen (and now read) about my complaints everyday. I am sorry and I luv you a lot.

I am also sorry for the quality of my blog, it wasn't as good as the last two, I AM GOING TROUGH A MENTAL BREAKDOWN, and I  feel very tired and stuff. sorry

This week's vocabulary word is:

DEPRESSED

Thank you for reading, you are a staAAAaar!